Although its been years i had this blog Like since year 2004 But can you imagine this is only my 300th post
When GG saw me that day She asked me to blog some happy post rather than all those emo ones
I went home and stack my pillow high I can no longer recall when was the last time i feel happy Maybe that's the main reason for my lack of post Then I went through all my archives recently I used to blog about all those happy chill out sessions crazy drunk parties or even just some simple randomn bitching I was happy, really But now they are all memories
I have a lot of friends but how many are here to stay? Everybody have their own lives to manage and own goals to achieve We are no longer kids where we can just spend our afternoon slacking away Even those that walked away I can't blame it's my bad I know
So now its work work work even if I feel exhausted I still got to crawl to work But no matter how hard I work Things seems to be stucked and its not moving Its squeezing me dry
Don't get me wrong I'm not asking anyone to pity me I'm just down on my luck For very very long I know but I hope i can survive this shit
So do you see my smile a smile? Or do you see those hidden shits behind my smile?
Arghhh! It's just another random ranting post
Gonna rest soon cos I got more shit to come tomorrow I know I have a sad life Haha
